Sadness...

I never thought it catch up to me,
I always thought I never be troubled by it.
But here I am feeling it now,
It isn't the best time for me right now.
Today was Derpy Day, I was excited and happy,
Muffins, letters, and friendship are seen!
It was a wonderful time to be.
After, I became curious.
With magic, it's always interesting.
But like it is, one never know what might happen.
So it did happen.
Hate, back and forth,
It was chaos in harmony, not a pretty sight to see.
Friends against friends, the unimaginable.
I try to make her understand, but to no avail.
It wasn't dangerous.
I'm not that ignorant.
But will anypony listen to that?
Scolded, spitted, left alone.
It was a horrible punishment to be known.
Mixed emotions, random thoughts,
I couldn't tell the difference apart.
Hatred, madness, a will to cause destruction.
Frustration, irration, what is the point of this?
Sadness, sappyness, you often wonder how to feel anymore.
It's like giving up, nopony there for you, just hate...
A shadow crept upon, hopelessness pounce upon.
I try to find comfort, wonder where to go,
A place warm, a place that's happy.
There's a dark corner, I'm afraid to move.
Time's going out fo control,
I don't know what to do.
Missing something near and dear to my heart,
It was like simply removing it apart.
Though I can spend hours upon hours writing this poem,
My emotions are alot faster, even more than ten seconds flat.
But one thing is for sure,
Sadness, weakens you,
Both physically and mentally.
There's no way to go,
But just sit there and let the sadness grow...