I apologize for my rash actions, I did not think any of you would
react the ways you did. That was selfish of me. I only wanted
to prove a suspicion I had, and that was not the way to go
about it.
I that now. Again I apologize if any of you had less than positive
emotions about what I did. I was unaware any of you had
feelings above neutrality towards me I was quite taken back.
Humbled even, to think you don't really know me and you could still feel sad I would leave. I
hold no harbored feeling towards any of you not as om but as Jacob. Om too.
I hope this has at a minimum given you something to think about. It did me, plus it thew me
though a flaming hoop. And I don't know if I can ever fix what I did or how what I did should be
fixed. I suppose I still have things I need to learn about friendship and hope you accept my
apology.
Sincerely,
Me.
This is a great thing- you not leaving. You are welcomed back with open arms.
ReplyDeleteIt reminds me of the time that my friend Jelfes left, only to return later. It was a heart-wrenching time, but when he returned, it was better than before.
You already know what I'm thinking.
ReplyDeleteYou mother[yay]er dont you ever leave us like that
ReplyDelete*hugs*
I don't know what to say.... I....
ReplyDelete*tackles*
Welcome back! I forgive you, don't worry about it. I'm just happy that you're back! We missed you!
*hugs*
I think this incident has taught something about friendship... Your return has strengthen our bond together. It's okay, we forgive you and you're always welcome here. Don't ever forget that.
This calls for a celebration!
This incident has taught all of us something about friendship.
DeleteI think om should write a letter
DeleteThanks guys. I really don't know what to say. I don't think I will for a while.
DeleteOm... im sooo glad you decided to stay. *hug*
ReplyDeleteBut if you ever try that again, i'm going to hunt you down and ducktape you to a gypsy cart.
-,-
I was sick in bed with no internet ALL LAST NIGHT.
DeleteThen AJ sent me a txt message that you were leaving. I WAS SO PISSED.
But i'm happy you made the choice to stay.
I don't even know what to say to you ponies. I am still confused on the whole ordeal. And I really don't know what to say beyond I'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteWell that's a great place to start om!
ReplyDelete>,0
I suppose it will have to be. I like your new profile picture by the way.
DeleteWhy thank you!
DeleteIts anti-foal Victory.
I'm like blasting music right now. You?
Laying on my bed(couch) debating if I want to get up and do anything.
DeleteAh. I wrote a song. 'Course the princess may not like it. I wrote it in one of my foal bouts.
DeleteAnyway, what would make you wanna leave?
A few things just lined up, I saw some things that disheartened me. I suppose I kinda snapped. And well, you know they rest.
DeleteI wasn't here for it, but i was told.
DeleteDon't let things get to you. Just because the princess likes to have fun at your expense doesn't mean she doesn't like you. Besides, even if she doesn't, plenty others do. Don't get worked up by one filly.
O-0
It wasn't 100% the Princess, although I figured she may not see the line between RP and RL. (if you read this Princess I really don't know what to say to you) Even if its just a little I hope this would give her something to think about.
DeleteIt was more of some"one" I know in real life disappointed me... And I lashed out at you guys... And really didn't think anything about what would happen if I did.
All-in-all it really was my fault alone. I am just not used to ponies like you guys. Really not a social colt ehheh (-_-)'
So would you say you... lost your center?
DeleteThings are a bit more complicated then snow and ice. To better understand illusions, which interact with you sometimes without your consent, you must keep an eye out for all the details, yeah?
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I would say I lost my center. Because I got hit by a cannon ball that came from three floors up and one floor down. Not being snow and ice? Ever been outside in the mountains on the first snowfall of the year? Beautiful sight. And I think the illusion was the details, so what I thought I knew was just an allusion to an illusion. I guess I do need to keep a third eye out for the details, so much still to learn it has me quite excited at the prospects of it all.
DeleteHow it's whats between the snow and ice you didn't notice. Had you payed more attention, you would have known everypony would react the way they did. Like it or not, you've made friends om, and now your just as trapped in these "illusions" as we are. O,0
DeleteYour right Victory, I didn't notice I had become friends with you all. And its not much of illusion anymore. I just have to swallow my pride, and admit I was wrong. I really do love the snow, it hides so much of the lands beauty to create it own. To eventually melt away revealing the land in a new light, all over again.
DeleteO,0
DeleteNow that would make for the basis of a great poem. On a less emotional note, i just started playing black ops for the first time.
I don't play many shooters, but how did you like it?
DeleteI don't like them normally.
Deletetypically i hate games involving military.
But i really like it. Its sort of like assassin's creed, exept your a soldier.
Definitely not mdrnwrfre.
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I really only play shooters with friends. Just no fun in them by yourself and I am by myself most often.
DeleteThe only shooter ive played with my friends or alone was call of duty anywag, and normally i hate them unless its multiplayer mode. But this one... i love this one!
DeleteMight be a game worth getting in the future. When I get the bits of course. heh
DeleteIts a tad slow at first, but it leaves a delicious taste in your mouth!
DeleteBy the way, the main charicter lives through alot so far. the begining is his memories of the bay of pigs.
That is kinda creative. And its good to see them putting effort into story on a shooter.
DeleteOh the story is actually really good. It starts getting amazing when you manage to escape from a russian prison and meet raznof. So far, he's my favorite.
DeleteO,0
He must have a unique personality to be your favorite character in a shooter.
DeleteI understand your sceptisism of that, and yes, there are some who seem like they should have personalities that don't, but the main charicter, the investigator, antagonists, and some not so main charicters do have very well written personalies so far. Raznofs is just the best. XD
DeleteI guess so, its a good thing there are shooters out there that strive to be more original. Even though the basis of a shooter is cliche.
DeleteAlright, here's what i know so far.
DeleteThe main charicter mason, is strapped to a chair in a dark room being interigated in all his black op missions, and some events unapproved by the government.
Mason fails to assassinate castro, and is captured by Stalin's second in command, now in cahoots with castro.
Theres a bit more, give me time...
I'm not going anywhere.
DeleteThe russian commander sends mason to some tourcher prison after capture. After a few years he meets raznof and escapes.
DeleteRaznof supposedly dies freeing him.
Mason heads back to the us and is taken to see president kenedy in the white house. Kennedy sets the Russian guy to masons next target and apperently castro is removed from the story board. Still more.
Sounds believable even.
DeleteMeanwhile one badass agent is interigating a nazi resercher about weapons never relised in ww2.
DeleteThis reveals a deadly gas called nova6.
Meanwhile again, it turns out raznof is still alive and making the solder job looking fisher than ever.
This makes you question the gov. Motivs.
Raznof was once a russian solder. He stopped the russians from getting nova 6 the first time.
And also your in nam.
Mason being interviewed is revealed to have been brain washed and told by the interogator not to trust raznof. Almost done.
Its starting to sound less belivable now because im skimming through the highlights.
Deletemason constantly sees numbers, a frequency of some sort, involved in the brain washing. And right now, im on hudson mission number2. Hudson was the guy whos all bad ass and interviewed the nazi guy. Done!
I was wrong x(
DeleteIm not hudson. Im some newguy. I guess hes a piolet?
Heh, that dose not sound like to bad a game. New guy you say? Well I can only imagine there will be a new story arc for this guy then.
DeleteAnnnnd now im hudson.
DeleteI just changed charicters in the same mission. -.-
O,0 weaver's in husons squad! So that's where hes been! And i hope new guy gets some love. He had like, no screen time...
DeleteThat is kinda weird. Change characters in the same mission. Sounds like a plot twist is coming up.
DeleteActually its rotating now. New guy is on radar, giving orders and hudson and his trop are completing them. It seems weird cuz i kinda thought hudon was in the cia... but nope. He's a black op.
DeleteIts the little things that can keep you playing.
DeleteHudson is now the only one besides his squad. The mission changed, and its not in the new guy's name anymore.
DeleteWonder whats goin on?
DeleteHe's leading his squad to some weird attack. Hes pretty ba though...
DeleteI bet.
DeleteI...*crying*
ReplyDeleteIts not your fault Princess, I overreacted.
DeleteIt was completely my fault! I felt horrible ever since after realizing I let it get the better of me which is absolutely unbecoming of a princess...I am deeply sorry to you and everypony else...
DeleteAww... princess!
Delete*hugs*
Nopony's mad okay? Look oms back!
Not everything can be made of stone. As not everything should be. And if you can accepts my apology that would be the most I would hope for.
DeleteI could tell you were all angry...(it wouldn't be a first irl either)
DeleteI...I accept your apology, though I'm the one who should be apologizing...I didn't sleep today...
DeleteActually only me and om are on. Neither of us were *on*. And yes i was angry, but im not anymore.
DeleteOh...OK...I have a question, has Rainbow Dash shown up yet?
DeleteI really did not mean to put any of you though that. No matter how much you may think it was your fault you did nothing wrong Princess. I did what I did on purpose. So the fault is entirely my own.
DeleteNo I haven't seen RD around at all yet.
No. She hasn't.
DeleteI am alittle poed at her.
Only a little though.
-.-
In her defense I wouldn't want to appear at a time of turmoil either.
DeleteI still got applejack to show up, so her defence has been breached.
DeleteEverypony is different Victory. It is always possible something else is going on.
Delete-.-
DeletePrincess let the records show that I am angry with rainbow dash until further notice.
Please don't be, I have had enough emotions for the week.
DeleteThank you for the information; late response due to checking the ten EqD links I've been putting hold on seeing. I'll be gone for an hour at the most-do not say "that's what you said last time" are we clear! I also have a certain multicolored pony centered fic to read...goodbye everypony.
DeleteXD Im joking om! I don't really care rd's late!
DeleteShe has been a bit busy as I have...and I basically have to do my paperwork whilst checking up on the site.
DeleteHave fun Princess.
DeleteVictory, okay I am just a bit to literal for sarcasm at the moment. Got a headache.
Bye princess? I should check how my fav fic is turning out. Just cjeck. Not read. Not leaving. XD
DeleteO,0
DeleteOh goodie! A new chapter!
I'll read it tonight. There always really long...
Yea, nothing new on my end. Good to see you have some reading to do when you feel like it.
DeleteYup. Im going to eat soon. Its almost done. Whats happening in your neck o' the woods om?
DeleteJust messin around in Skyrim.
DeleteCool! Im gunna get back to black ops. Hudson just got a crossbow. Ill shoot someone in the knee for you!
DeleteI got shot in the knee once on my magic guy. And died. Its serious business. lol
DeleteXD i used to be a brain washed soldier.
DeleteThen my friend hudson shoot someone in the knee!
Loooool
DeleteO,0
DeleteOMG REZNOFS FIRST NAME IS VICTOR!
AAAAAAAHGHGHGGHGGYYYYEEEEESSSS!
That's ironic, I guess its just a good name eh?
DeleteI am so tired...I think I should have followed your advice about going to sleep, om...
ReplyDeletePerhaps, it doesn't seem many of ponies slept well last night.
DeleteYou could always try and take a nap? Those are nice sometimes. :)
DeleteNah. Too much to do.
ReplyDeleteThat's to bad. Don't over do it then, if you can help it.
DeleteWell, I'm a powerhouse. It's okay.
ReplyDeleteAlright I wont worry too much then. :)
DeleteMy eyes hurt though. Heh heh xD
ReplyDeleteYeah. I'm expecting it.
ReplyDeleteThat's no fun.
DeleteOk so, nova 6 is in capsules all over the us and the numbers mason sees are the secret to deactivating them. (From when he was hypnotised. Sinking feeling says reznof is a halusination....
ReplyDeleteThat doesn't what?
DeleteThe scientist who made the nova 6 gas planted it in major cities in the us and mason is the main charicter because he was brainwashed to know the deactivation codes. Supossedly reznof killed the scientist but im about to see what hudson saw.
DeleteAlso hello sunset! O,0
ReplyDeleteHerro Victory!
ReplyDeleteHowwer you? O,0
DeleteGood. Can't stop listening to Smile, Smile, Smile.
ReplyDeleteOh. Would you like help?
DeleteOk. Last mission everypony.
ReplyDeleteWish me luck. Hudson and weaver were the interigators. When mason was in jail in russia, they brainwashed him, but at the same time, raznof counter brainwashed you to kill the three leaders behind nova 6. He died during the prison break and you've been halusinating him the whole time. Now, off to kill the main antagonist and SAVE AMERICA!
Were having plumbing issues. Every day offers something new and exciting I'd say.
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